I had a whole hour to myself today, and I was shocked in that time to discover that I have had a fairly driving principle throughout my life. Before I get to that though, let me back up. In elementary school, I had a recurring nightmare. It somehow epitomized my worst fear at the time even though it was clear to me even then that others would invalidate how traumatic it was for me if I told them. The dream took place in the hallway of the Christian school that I attended, a place where I spent many hours in reality as my parents were both teachers and principals in the school. In this dream, my mom would be standing in the hallway with a group of other teachers having a conversation. Meanwhile, I would be running in terror for the hallway had filled with every evil character I knew from any story or movie. At both ends of this hallway were doors that exited to the outside, thus it was possible to run in a loop through this hallway, outside, and back t...